I had an amazing evening last night. So much fun. Things happened words were spoken and my heart was full. But something was not quite right. I had been sucked back into this "other reality." I'm sick over the fact that I got drawn back in. That I was lead on. That what I thought was true, was not. A part of me wants to cry...to curl up in my covers and not get out. Another part of me is relieved. So how do I move on? Where do I go from here? I'm not ready to face the rest of my "what-if's." This is final.
God, please bring your peace into my life. Surround me with your love and your faithfulness. Guard my heart against all that wages within. I love you. In your precious name I pray, Amen.
Proverbs 4:23 NASB
"Watch over your heart with all diligence, For from it flow the springs of life."
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